Mike and me

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I like coffee!





To quote George, King of the Jungle:
"Java Java Java Java Java Java Java Java Java Java Java Java Java Java Java ..."
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    Nada
Mike and me

Update...

hello my few readers!

Life here is VERY busy, but splendid. I have been starting my receptionist position at H&R Block - and I'm looking forward to the Extra cash. Very much so, in fact. Yay to putting money in the wedding fund!

Relationships are hard work.

My friend Missy's car blew a gear in the transmission. Pray for her, she's frustrated and stressed by it. (Understandably)

Next weekend is going to be VERY busy. I have music to learn between now and then, and swinging to practice. Good thing my new part time job gives me sit down time in which to do that!

Not to mention wedding planning... admittedly, some of it is frustrating - trying to nail down a time, a color, all that kind of stuff.

I am getting a membership to the college gym fasicilities where my Fiance works. I'm excited because I need to work on my weight issue. Or, at least the blubber issue ;) Yay for working out! (Where am I going to find the time??)

Ok, well, I'm busy as always, and stressed about stuff, and need to get back to work.

Enjoy your day!
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    office and factory sounds
Mike and me

I have a problem!

Actually... several.

1. I'm having some chest discomfort/shortness of breath. It started this morning when I was standing up in one place (not moving around) for too long before eating breakfast. I got a bit light-headed. I felt like i needed to sit down... but I was waiting to talk to my co-worker about some work, so I stayed standing there. That was at about 9 this morning. I figured the light heardedness was from not having had breakfast yet. But, also, my chest began to hurt a lil. It's more of discomfort than stabbing pain. Combined withthe shortness of breath, and I'm worried. Not to mention a lil back pain - but that could be from any one of the muscle knots that I have in my back - and that is what it feels like.

Still - it's 12:48 pm - and on a much smaller magnitude, the pain and stuff are still bothering me.

2. It never even occured to me to go and see Mike at his work last night after MB and I got back to her house from band. Is there something wrong with me because he wasn't that far onto my mind to go and see him?????????? This is a very real question for me.


HELP!
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    O Sacred Head Now Wounded - performed by my friends and I!
Mike and me

Bonus!

Almost forgot - Yesterday had a few nice bonuses!

Bonus #1: I won a CD - WOW 2006 - from one of the local Christian Radio stations - on my way to work no less, by answering a trivia question! I didn't even know what the prize was when I called in!

Bonus #2: My good friend, Mary Beth, got me a lanyard from Roberts Wesleyan College - a free one that they give out to the education majors. I was excited!

Bonus #3: According to the scale at work, I have lost 2.5 pounds!

 

 Additional bonus is that today is the birthday of anitra . Happy Birthday, sweetie!!!

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    All That I Can Do - Bethany Dillon - Wow 2006 Disc 2
Mike and me

Hmmm...

Why do I have the power to think...? Oh yeah, that's right, so that I can function properly! - oh... well, then I must be doing something wrong. I am not functioning very well!

It's more like I'm thinking too much.

The world feeds us garbage that we have to "fall in love." Ya know something,... I'm getting married, and I don't even know what "fall in love" means!! I know what it means to love someone despite of everything else - and I know that Mike offers me Unconditional love. I know this doesn't mean that we don't annoy each other sometimes or that we don't fight, etc. I envision that people say their mate helps them to be more themselves. I don't know about that for me. But, I do know that I am extremely comfortable around Mike. I have said and done things around him that I would never do in front of other guys - like look really grubby, and not care. Like not have to be ALL over Mike all the time - in desperation really, trying to find out if he loves me. It's nothing like my 'likes' of the past. I don't have to do anything, and he still loves me.

I just wish I had all of that giddy emotion that I thought went with this stuff. I don't see sunshine and rainbows all of the time. I don't feel all of the things that I thought I was supposed to feel - and that's frustrating for a person who thought she had to base "how to know he is the one for me" on.
Egh. If I had one word of advice to offer anyone today it would be to do anything in your power to not be an insecure person. It affects so much of your life!

I think my spiritual status has something to do with this. I don't smile NEARLY as much as I used to, which I hate. And, I feel really spiritually empty. I read my Bible, I pray, but I feel pretty empty.

I am hungry to feel better - and my tummy is hungry, too! ;)

Thanks for reading!
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    Red Letters - Supernatural CD by dc talk
Mike and me

Car question

Has anyone out there ever owned a Chevy Cavalier or Pontiac Sunburd, circa 1994, and had problems with the floor boards being WET during rain and snow?

The other day it rained, and I had a PUDDLE in my driver's side floor board. I looked under the car the last time it was in the air, and there didn't seem to be any rust holes or other holes.

Any suggestions?
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    nothing
Mike and me

ok....

So, over the weekend a few major things happened.

1. My Matron of Honor's father in law died at the age of 52 from a massive heart attack. My heart goes out to her, her husband, and her husband's family.
I can only hope that they will find Christ through this.

2. We again set a date - this one concrete this time. Annouced at chapel and everything.

September 9th, 2006.

I know that a some people will be missing it, however, the majority seem to be able to make it. I can only hope for the best!



Now my honey is coming down with something. He was a bit grumpy last night when I saw him and this morning when I called him - and he said this morning that he isn't feeling well. I hope he doesn't get really sick. I hope some extra sleep today will keep him from getting more than the sniffles that he is experiencing today.

Ok, gotta work ;)
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    nada